Anônimo
im simply at the end of the road pretty much, am selling all my stuff, and putting the money away for my child as i will have no other way of supporting him. his mother pretty much thinks she does everything on her own already so it wont be much of a burden to her. i could be wrong, but i dont think that i am.
i’ve written a letter explaining to everyone that it’s no one’s fault but my own and maybe i can leave those who care (i do realize that people care about me, but they dont have to live with what i do) some form of consolence.
i realize that my son will grow up without his father, but his mother will surely find someone else who might be able to give him what i haven’t been able to and i think that in a way that’s better.
spare the you have too much to live for, its not the end it will get better lines, because i’ve waited long enough and nothing has happened. ive exhausted quite a bit of effort in repairing my life, realize that god does not exist, and its ultimately MY choice whether i live or not.
i just dont want it to be messy or i would have shot myself already. i dont care if its somewhat painful because im sure there’s no pleasant way to die. i just want something that is effective and doesnt involve overdosing on over the counter meds or strangulation. gradual asphyxiation would bea feasible choice but i dont know how to go about it.
