How can I convince myself to commit suicide.

No ANTI SUICIDE COMMENTS, NO HAPPY HIPPY CRAP, only answers plz

For the purpose of this question lets assume that I have irreversible decided to kill myself, therefore there is NO REASON to try to convince me otherwise. Therefore lets stick to the question at hand. Although tempted to put my arguments forth, I will not because then the focus of this discussion will be shifted away from a direct answer and toward debating my points. I want to die but can’t get past the fear of death and the unknown. I need some information that will make me feel more at peace with following through on this decision. Any help would be appreciated. If you help me kill myself I will be eternally greatful to you. I would like to say just one more time…if this life if for YOU thats fine, I respect that. This life is not for me so please respect that as well.