This is how I disappear

Eu confesso que:

Self Destruction

The slower the life flies
The more I accumulate lies
I never thought I’d be so tortured in the end
From the things I used to pretend
Now it all comes to get me
That is my true enemy
What is left for me now?
A razor and alcohol, somehow?
But even for those, I am too weak
For not even the truth I am able to speak
Forgive me, for I have sinned
My biggest mistake is I cannot be redeemed.